Patients Depression
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Patients Depression
blackskys2004
blackskys2004
Last activity on 03/05/2020 at 4:58 AM
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So ive been living with depression for a while. My depression did not come alone, it came with many other friends. Living with all of these together isnt fun. ever, ADHD, and anxiety, those are 2 some of them. I have panic attacks all the time, and they can be for no reason at all. one second im fine and the next i cant breath. Once something happens to upset me, i put on a face and i pretend everything is okay, after a while i just explode with anger and emotion. Then i end up almost doing something to hurt myself every, single, time. none of this is fun. i always feel like im alone. im the only one in my family (the ones im living with) who has these conditions) no one knows how to deal with them, and they think i will play the victim when im just trying to express whats going on, and how i feel. When all of these started coming out and showing themselves, my mother would say it was like walking on egg shells, when i would get upset and flip out. I tried to tell her i was the same for me, since i didnt know what would cause a panic attack etc. and yea thats part of what i go through on a daily.