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I lied to my best friend about my "good" life
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I read your story and that sounds SO familiar. Having difficulties in making friends? Just like I am. I am satisfyingly awkward around people. Maybe the difference is just I'm good at lying and very good at hiding things. 
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My best friend and I were FaceTiming the other day. She was telling me about all of her friends and all of the times they hang out together. I recently moved out of the city we lived in. So she lived there and I lived hundreds of miles away. I move a lot. I’m used to being the new girl. I haven’t had a solid true friend group since 5th grade. When she was done talking about her friends I started making up stories about my friends. I said that we hung out all the time and got drunk and partied. Then I said I had a boyfriend and that him and his best friend fought over me. I don’t think I’ve ever lied so good in my life. I even made fake snapchats for them. I message them on my account, log out, log into the fake ones, message me back and repeat. I guess you could say it’s a way I cope with not having any real friends. I helps m on some days but on others it just reminds me that I have no friend and no one to talk to. I don’t know why I put myself through this torture. Oh wait never mind. I do know why.