depression, divorce, and anxiety

Hello,  I on here because I recently went through a year long divorce and suffer from anxiety and depression. Also my parenting time with my children just got reduced. I currently live alone and on nights with no children the silence is unbearable. I have freinds, or at least people that say they are my freinds. But, I can’t trust anyone. I always have this feeling of “everyone is out to get me”. I can’t stop crying at random moments when everything is going ok. I’m on depression meds but they don’t seem to help. Just wanting someone to talk to. Someone I can express my feelings and maybe give advice if they have been through similar situations. All help is greatly appreciated.