Hopeless

You are not a bad mother. sometimes we all have to learn how to overcome things, new coping methods etc. If you wanted you could try other medications to find the right fit. Your trying with what you can, all you can do is try again. When you cant get out of bed, think about your kids, do those things for them. I deal with some of the same stuff you do, and i also need to start listing to my advice instead of listing to the thoughts.