I feel like I'm spiraling

@nikobec Hi nikobec, thank you for opening this discussion and sharing what you're going through. I'm sorry to hear you're struggling. Please know that our community is here to support you, you're not alone! Let me tag some other members who can share some support with you.

Hi everyone, have you ever felt overwhelmed or lost in your recovery efforts? What do or did you do to cope with it all? Can you share some advice or support with nikobec?
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Take care,
Courtney

I know how it feels trying to please family. Trying to make them happy despite how I feel inside.  It’s hard because I feel like I’m betraying myself when I do eat. People don’t understand what this is. It’s all consuming..and it feels like it’s a never ending battle with my eating and my family. I understand they love me and want me healthy so I don’t end up in the hospital again. But they don’t have to wake up being “this” everyday..

 I am trying and it’s hard. But I shouldn’t treat them like hey are the enemy even if they don’t understand how hard this all is. I know I’m supposed to do this for me but I’m doing it for them. I am loved. Even if it’s hard to believe. I am loved.