Dealing with attachment issues

 I know how you feel. My husband of 8 years just walked out on me and our 3 kids while 2 were on vacation. When the other was gone for the night I would go as far as taking the batteries out of the clocks because I couldn't stand the ticking. I've spent every day and every night crying while wide awake because I'm scared to death and alone and it eats at me. I used to be a strong, social, independent woman and now I feel as though I have to have someone, anyone, with me. Even if it's just sitting next to me doing nothing. I cant be alone. It scares me. I often wonder what it feels like to have someone want to be near me. Just having me sit next to the being enough. I get terrified, shaking, puking, crying... it's the stupedist thing I've ever done and I dont know how to stop it and cant control myself. I'm sorry you feel the way you do.