Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?

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isolatedangel

09/02/2020 at 6:21 AM

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So how does it feel to be truly happy? Like, 'Happy from within' as they would say? Cause ever since I was a child I've considered myself to be a happy and positive person, despite the terrible things that happen. And I tell myself "Im just a strong, happy person." but day by day I'm realizing that I never really processed any of the traumatic things that happened to me, never really acknowledged being hurt, used, and so on. .

One of the biggest contributors to my depression now is needing people.. I tend to always isolate myself when I need help but now I just really need that. I feel so dead inside, I feel scared and lonely, it feels strange being in my body, in my mind, I don't recognize myself and feel somewhat detached.

I feel like a stranger to myself tbh..

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qdsmith67399

09/02/2020 at 7:32 AM

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Poor broke and lonely .I feel the same way .l get the feeling that nobody is willing to help.I gone to different organization and I feel like they won't help me because I'm not a addict.I think that help is not something I deserve. I think that.my life is over.

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-02 07:32:42

isolatedangel

09/02/2020 at 11:09 AM

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@qdsmith67399 Yeah, I really get that. I'm so sorry to hear that, but I share your pain. Gosh life is so dark when you're depressed. can't do anything

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Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-02 11:09:22

DD2416

09/03/2020 at 12:14 AM

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I share the same pain, it is a dark and lonely life, no energy or desire to do a thing

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Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-03 00:14:08

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09/03/2020 at 3:15 AM

Hi I’m new to site my name is Fred. I am looking for help for chronic depression some kind of outlet someone to talk to a lot of the words that you guys used go through my mind all day it’s an endless struggle an endless loop of this empty feeling

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-03 03:15:50

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09/03/2020 at 3:18 AM

Are used to love riding my ATV. Snowmobiling. Just doing any outdoor activity made me happy now I don’t want to do anything all I do is work if I had a brand new ATV in my garage I would not even want to ride it I don’t understand what has happened to me it’s like somebody hit a switch.

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-03 03:18:53

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09/03/2020 at 3:24 AM

It is so hard to live life when you are running from the thoughts in your own mind. if anybody would ever like to talk with me I am a good listener I know what it is like to stumble around in the dark.

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-03 03:24:29

isolatedangel

09/03/2020 at 6:29 AM

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@DD2416 Exactly worded what I'm feeling at the moment. It's scary, not being able to look forward to anything or have anything to get excited or happy over

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isolatedangel

09/03/2020 at 6:31 AM

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@Fred l9 Ouch, this hits hard. Looking at something you once loved doing and having no feeling now.

I share your pain, I'm here if you need to talk.. We're here for each other

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Destiny77brooklynn

09/04/2020 at 6:58 AM

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i actually forgot what it feels like to be happy anymore I feel numb to everything

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09/04/2020 at 2:21 PM

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I feel the same way I walk around in a fog must of the time

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-04 14:21:56

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