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I hate my life at the moment, too. What are we going to do, Sadgirl84? We can't just keep living like this. I really wish there was a cure for all of us here because it's just not fair that we feel depressed every day. We all deserve to live a good life like everyone else... How come God doesn't love us???

@2ndchance I think we just have to keep fighting. Every day is a battle but we get through. I’m working on getting my meds right. It’s already been 3 months and this bout of depression is still going. How about you? Are you taking meds? I wish there was a cure too. I’m not sure why we had to be the ones to fight this fight. But god does love us and will see us through as he has in the past. Keep fighting and hang in there!

I feel like I can’t continue anymore every day gets worse and I always act like I’m fine I don’t wanna hurt the people close to me but I can’t tell them anything they won’t understand I have before but they tried to get me help but nothing works I’ve been taking meds I even say a therapist for a year but nothing works and it just gets worse every day ):

@Ilovemycatozzy What meds do you take? This is so unfair that we have to deal with this everyday all day. I’m so broken and tired. I’m done fighting! I’m done trying med after med. Meds aren’t going to change my life or change the way I feel about certain situations. I use to be a happy person, or so I thought. But I guess I was just covering up my mental illness by self medicating with other things. And now I’m not doing that anymore and my life seems unbearable. Which is stupid because I don’t really have a reason to be this depressed. I guess I’m just disappointed in myself and my life choices that have got me to where I am today. Having a child with a piece of shit who disappeared out of his life when he was 3. I love my kid but I never wanted one. And that’s something that I can’t change now and I live with the guilt every single day. And I don’t work so I can’t even support myself or my kid. I hate myself and wish I could go back in time and change a lot of things. All I can do it keep shoving meds down my throat to try and get by day by day. I feel like my life is over. I see no future anymore. God please take the pain away! Please!

@Sadgirl84 ya I understand the way you feel completely but I don’t have a child I’m only 17 and I’ve felt this way for so long I just want it to end it hurts so bad and I’ve tried Prozac,Wellbutrin,lexiapro nothing is helping

@Sadgirl84 and to make it all worse I was getting abused by my ex girlfriend for 2 years as I was already at my lowest

@Ilovemycatozzy I was in a abusive relationship for 13 years! You probably have some PTSD from it. I know I do. You’re so young to feel this way. How is your life at home? You can inbox me if you want.

@Sadgirl84 my family is amazing but I can’t keep making them feel bad like there failing me but I’m just so tired of all of it and thank you<3

Everyone freaking leaves when I try to explain to them what I’m going through it freaking hurts and then I have no one to freaking talk to because I’m just a worthless person

@Skylarlovesdogs I can kinda understand that I lost 6 friends because they said I was too much