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Jacobrock25

11/19/2019 at 1:49 PM

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I'm 27 I have hodgkin's lymphoma I doing it all alone been feeling so torn down

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Newyork55

11/20/2019 at 1:14 AM

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I'm sorry. I was recently diagnosed with breast cancer - I am also alone. I have my days where I feel torn down as well, but I try to do those things that I found joy in before I was diagnosed and that cloud descended upon my life. I have lost interest in some things I enjoyed, but I try to find joy in the things I have to do. I lost my mom to breast cancer. Sometimes what helps me is thinking of her and even all the people that died in the towers at 9/11 and I think about how those people would love to be in my shoes, dealing with what I am, just to be alive again. That helps me - it also makes me feel at times that I have an obligation to live my life for them because they can't. Hope that helps

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Jacobrock25

12/02/2019 at 10:39 PM

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Thank you for the support I just cant do it anymore i just i hate my self I'm from the streets so instead of rest its work i have my first child my son and i cant even be a father I feel like its over i dont talk to god no more all I see is evil and hate I do t enjoy anything anymore I just get through each hour I miss my mom so much I'm so alone and tired I'm a sheep among wolf's I'm not worthy of God's protection I reap what I sowed bad times are comeing I hope I make it through the storm but I cant see a end I just want my son to know his daddy tried love peace and understanding is what the world need to much hate and evil I love my enemies I love my family I love the world but I'm so sad all the time my mind is racing to much to much

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Jacobrock25

12/02/2019 at 10:41 PM

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I love him so much

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Jacobrock25

12/02/2019 at 10:41 PM

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Newyork55

12/03/2019 at 5:13 PM

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he’s beautiful!!! Where is your mom? I could use mine too but she passed from breast cancer 25 years ago. There are support groups available. I’m sure you can find one in your area. Where do you live? Be strong, please!!!

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Newyork55

12/03/2019 at 5:16 PM

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@Jacobrock25 Do you have any siblings?

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Jacobrock25

12/04/2019 at 1:14 PM

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I got older brothers but they have family's and there own problems my mom passed in front of me like 4 years ago I iist had chemo and radiation and I'm hurting so bad I have5take my blood thinner injections in 3 day bec of pain and just wanting to give up I been up for like 3 day I been having to make money so it's hard so hard

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Newyork55

12/05/2019 at 3:41 AM

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@Jacobrock25 sorry about your mom. I was with my mom when she passed as well. Please locate a support group and don’t give up. You’re worth more than that!! Sorry getting back so late, just had my surgery today. Have to definitely do radiation and find out next week if I need chemo - based on my tumor and lymph nodes they took out today. I’m 55 and am not giving up. You’re 29!!!! You can do this!! Try to keep a positive attitude. Find a purpose for this, find the meaning, something you can take away from this. It’ll help!! You are stronger than you think!!

prayers for you, Kris

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Rickinlex

12/07/2019 at 4:55 AM

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New to this. I don't speak about it. But I know that this is what ends me .I have been through a lot in life. But I have lived. I see an oncologist the 30th. My neurologist wants to do whole brain radiation. Im not sure about that. I've had 2 surgeries and I wish I had not. Some times I think I am lucky I see my life as good. I wish everyone well in your fight.

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Newyork55

12/07/2019 at 6:25 PM

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@Rickinlex wish you well too Rick!

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DCline3dogs

02/18/2024 at 9:05 PM

I completely understand as I don’t have anyone to talk to also. I’m a widow & I live alone. My oldest son died in 2021 & my youngest son & his family live 3 hours. My father is dead & my mother has chronic back pain & is immobile. My younger sister lives with our mother & she is going through a divorce from her husband who abandoned her. My sister doesn’t visit me, help me, call me & rarely texts me. I have various cousins, a niece & nephew that are spread out in nearby states but are hours away from me. After I told my friends I had cancer, they quit contacting me. I have learned how to be my own care giver. It has been very difficult. I’ll admit I’ve been depressed, cried a lot, felt sorry for myself but I never gave up. I prayed & read my Bible everyday. Then I found cancer groups online like this one where I could share what I was going through & got empathetic responses. That really kept me going. I hope you find someone to talk to but I highly recommend the online cancer chat groups.

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