I really don't feel like living - need support and to talk

I have no one left and just really need a one on one conversation with just about anyone i have lost my mother, father, brother, girlfriend, unborn child, house, car, and grandmother all within 90 days. I just need to talk to someone because im at a point in my life where i wake up hoping that everything was just a bad dream but that nightmare is actually my reality and i cant stand it anymore i wake up every day so mad that im still breathing that i literally beat my head against a wall and almost started to rip my hair out. I am so far from ok that I am absolutely terrified of myself. Someone please message me i just need to talk to someone i mean anybody that will listen.

Hey im new um someone please help me um… i keep like thinking of razor blades and like them slicing me it’s weird idk what it is. sometimes i can feel it cut me 

I feel like a burden. Severely depressed and have anxiety. I’m sick of struggling financially. I feel so hopeless, helpless and worthless. I want to sleep all the time. I don’t want to eat. 

The feeling of loneliness is real within my life I find it hard to relate to those around me I am alone I work and sleep . I have felt alone my whole life 

The feeling of loneliness is real within my life I find it hard to relate to those around me I am alone I work and sleep . I have felt alone my whole life 

Hi!  It is good that you have your daughter who looks up to you. This is a positive thing in your life and someone that cares for you.  What type of activities do you enjoy?  Many times when you are busy, your mind is occupied.  For example,  a few years ago, I joined Toastmasters, a public speaking club.  My mind is focused on preparing speeches.  You are in my prayers. 

Hi I guess umm I've been feeling really really down I just wanna end it I'm so depressed I feel like a a failure I just turned 19 on July I've been trying to get a job and I'm still in school but when I applied for a job I'm not hired I'm shy I have social anxiety bad bad depression and gastrophoresis I just don't know what to do anymore. my pills for my depression isn't working if I tell someone that I've been having bad thoughts bc of my depression they'll say y just stop HOW CAN I HUH I just idk 😐😢 I truly feel like a failure so much cuzz I can't get a job so me and my mom can get an apartment Or something to live in. 

Please do not give up.  Do you have a resume?  If not, I will produce one for you at no charge.  Post the resume in linked-in so potential employers can view it.  What kind of skills do you have?  Even if it is your first job, you may have some skills such as computer skills.  I remember my first job as I was 18 as a hospital messenger.  I later transferred to a higher position.

Anyway, my offer still stands if you need help with a resume or produce a better one.  My email is charles.speaks4ju@aol.com.

I am depressed emotionally and physically.. I've lost all willpower to help myself. I have tremors that have affected me for 2 years. It has really put my life on hold. I can't seem to get up. I can't motivate myself. I just need to talk to someone.

Dear Brandy, yo are not alone.  Depression can sap the life out of you emotionally and physically.  I also suffer from severe anxiety and feel sometimes like I just can't handle one more thing.  This too shall pass is what I have to say to myself.  Hang in there.  Best, Laura