Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy?

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isolatedangel

09/02/2020 at 6:21 AM

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So how does it feel to be truly happy? Like, 'Happy from within' as they would say? Cause ever since I was a child I've considered myself to be a happy and positive person, despite the terrible things that happen. And I tell myself "Im just a strong, happy person." but day by day I'm realizing that I never really processed any of the traumatic things that happened to me, never really acknowledged being hurt, used, and so on. .

One of the biggest contributors to my depression now is needing people.. I tend to always isolate myself when I need help but now I just really need that. I feel so dead inside, I feel scared and lonely, it feels strange being in my body, in my mind, I don't recognize myself and feel somewhat detached.

I feel like a stranger to myself tbh..

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isolatedangel

09/06/2020 at 9:01 PM

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Are you serious? The least she could do is at least show that she's there for you, listen, try to help, try to get you out of what you're living.

What makes you think she's seeing someone else?

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Angel

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-06 21:01:54

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09/06/2020 at 9:03 PM

@isolatedangel my marriage is over.

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isolatedangel

09/06/2020 at 9:25 PM

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@Fred l9 did she say something?

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Angel

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-06 21:25:17

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09/06/2020 at 10:43 PM

@isolatedangel She wants nothing to do with me sexually

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-06 22:43:37

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09/06/2020 at 10:47 PM

@isolatedangel I just don’t know what to do I’ve always been faithful I have never cheated on her.Even though we went to years without having intercourse

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-06 22:47:39

isolatedangel

09/07/2020 at 2:09 AM

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@Fred l9 Damn, that must hurt so bad. I don't know how you feel, but I could only imagine. And it sounds tough. Did you suggest it and she refused? Or did she just straight up say let's not have anything physical ever again?

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Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-07 02:09:50

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09/07/2020 at 6:39 AM

@isolatedangel we have started to have sexual relations again but it’s so weird

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isolatedangel

09/07/2020 at 8:34 AM

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@Fred l9 Why is it weird?

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Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-07 08:34:18

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09/08/2020 at 3:12 AM

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Numb, sadness, no energy, it’s exhausting!, will it ever end

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Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-08 03:12:45

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09/08/2020 at 5:46 AM

@isolatedangel sorry took so long to get back to ya.but to answer you’re Question I don’t know it just does

Lonely - How does it feel to be truly happy? https://www.carenity.us/forum/other-discussions/living-with-depression/depressionloneliness-2449 2020-09-08 05:46:28

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