I really don't feel like living - need support and to talk

I find myself getting very frustrated and angry and not knowing what to do with pent up emotions. Anxiety has been really awful. I take Klonopin every day.

Sorry you feel that way wish there was something I could do to help😔but sometimes I feel that way and we just keep on keeping on God's great plan.hope you get to feeling better and the same to everyone who feels the same way ...... 

I’m in high school at school I’m always outgoing and funny I’m always there to cheer everybody up but when I’m home in my room alone I cry uncontrollably I cant sleep sometimes if I don’t cry myself to sleep I just think like would be better without me my 2 best friends are the only people I can trust I can’t trust my mom cause she contributes to the problem my 2 best friend are the only ones who help me stay alive but I just keep find myself in a place I don’t want to be In but I can’t help it HELP I DON’T WANT TO HAVE TO HURT MYSELF OR KILL MYSELF TO ESCAPE MY PAIN

I get how you feel Sammy!  I was a teenager once and remember how difficult some of those days were and my Mom was the force behind   our family dysfunction.   YOU are what matters now as your life is just starting in the adult world.  I would not even consider harming yourself in any way.  You have no idea how much you have to look forward to.  So don't give up , okay. 

I regret paying attention to my Mom's opinions about much of anything.  You are lucky to have two close friends as some kids don't even have one!  Stay strong and keep moving forward.

I have so much pent up emotions and feelings of guilt, shame, hurt, frustrations, and the immensely need and deserved to have someone, who really loves n care about/for me n close to, to lay me over his/her lap and literally spank my bare bum good n hard for all of my wrong-doings and all the traumas I went through n how I reacted to them irrationally by self-harming through cutting, pulling out my hair and scratching my skin until raw, wanting to run, fight, and hide or run away. My spanking compulsion has taken over me and my life. I cry every night, screaming in my pillow, the overwhelming of loneliness, worthlessness, emptiness, uselessness, unlovable, not being accepted have all taken over and have become greater than any time before. I  just want to be normal. I need help reasoning this out.

I have been dealing with depression and anxiety for over 40 years. There have been times I just don’t want to live but I seek help over and over again through this with changes in medication. For me I have had good period of times and not so good period of times. I am running out options for meds but keep going knowing new meds and treatments are evolving. Hope has to be kept in this to make it through the next episode.

Me and my wife fight a lot she says it's me I don't seem to realize it I'm just ready to end my life so she don't have to deal with me any more 

Me and my wife fight a lot she says it's me I don't seem to realize it I'm just ready to end my life so she don't have to deal with me any more 

Just want to mention that I am here and available for anyone that needs to talk. If whatever has you feeling down is an identifiable situation, just remember that everything eventually passes with time. This community is a reminder to me that I don't have to do things alone. You are worth the time and attention of another. If what has you feeling down is unidentifiable, try and remember that it isn't your fault. Struggling with anything, mentally, can lead to some pretty dark emotions. Try not to be too hard on yourselves. 

Wishing everyone here an amazing day today!

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I'm so tired. 50 years old and nothing to show for my life. No close friends, kids who don't call. Always dreamed I'd have a close family who spent time together, friends to share things with. I know I've made choices that have screwed things up...but basically I'm just your average work hard, keep your head down, do what is right kind of person. If course it has to be what is right as those around me see it. I feel like a shadow or a ghost just passing time .

I've been sick and off work since June. No one calls no one visits ....I'm just about tired of caring. . what's the point?